Well, I’ve gone back and forth about this and decided that it would be a mistake to start this off without talking about where I’ve come from. I grew up in the People of Praise. I went to the meetings and did the youth activities, but never got attached to anything about it. I drifted along through my first few years at Trinity; with little desire to make friends or get to know the people in my class, and in fact, I came to regard most of them with cynicism and disdain. I continued like that for several years, until finally, in 10th grade, I started to realize that the only thing that had been keeping me in this perpetual state of unhappiness was the way I thought about everyone else. The way things had been going until then were due to the choices I had made about how I wanted to relate to people, and as a result, I had become depressed, bitter and lonely. Well, I was done with that. I made the choice to start making some friends, and finally got to know some of the people in my class and the class ahead of me. I started being more social, I joined the Chamber Singers at Trinity, and became outwardly happy for the first time since I could remember.
I continued like this until about half way through my junior year. The Action Division of the People of Praise had launched the year before, and I had heard a few things about it, but hadn’t bothered going out of my way to find out more. In my junior year, however, I joined it at the encouraging of my Dad, with whom I had begun to develop a real friendship. So for a while I hung around, went to the Action meetings, and didn’t go to the Action work functions, until halfway through January of my junior year in high school, when all the men in Action went to the Wacker family’s island in Wisconsin one weekend for a retreat. It was here that I first experienced what the People of Praise was — as an adult. I saw my friends — several of them had just recently come underway — talking about what had made them decide to join, and how the Lord had worked in their lives to lead them to this decision, and the way they talked about it moved me such that I was compelled to reexamine the way I had lived my life up until that point. It was also the first time I recall hearing about the Baptism in the Holy Spirit, as well. After this, I wouldn’t say I was ready to join — still far from it, even — but it was the first time I considered the possibility of joining sometime “in the future”.
About six months later, through a series of wanderings and loosely connected events, the most notable of which were getting to know Dan Reinbold and seeing his subsequent interest in the People of Praise develop over time, I decided — almost on a whim — that I also wanted to be baptized in the Holy Spirit. Several weeks later, Dan and I went to Allendale for the first time, and heard Sean talk about what was going on down there, and why they needed all of our help to continue the work. It was at that point that I decided that I wanted to be a part of this. The Lord was clearly present in all the work that the People of Praise was doing in this neighborhood, as well as in the rest of the community, and I wanted to be a part of that, and to help build his kingdom. So, at the end of the summer, I arranged a series a meetings with Joel Kibler, the head of our branch of the People of Praise, to discuss what coming underway would mean, and to get a clearer picture of what I would be committing to, and on September 16, 2004, I made my underway commitment to the People of Praise.
A lot has happened since then, and my understanding of the community has been, and continues to be refined over time. What remains as true today however, as it was two and a half years ago, is that this is where the Lord has called me, where I can build his Kingdom, and continually give my all for his glory.
Praise the Lord!
Joe